06 January, 2012

A Big Thank you!

Yet another year has gone and one more new year is here... we never get tired of these resolutions or making wishes, do we? So many of it... starting from the ever clichéd ones like "I will quit smoking, I won't swear, will reduce my weight'' and there were a few strange new ones ... one of my friends had a unique wish for the year, the ability to differentiate her enemies and friends! She did not ask for anything diplomatic which would say 'I do not want any enemies', it was very clear ... and I just can't deny the fact I totally agree...

Yes, elimination of negativity is asking for stagnation.

And today I feel thankful that my life had so many negative things... if not for all that I wouldn't have come all this way, in fact none of us would have.

If not for the darkness I wouldn't have appreciated sunrise

So here comes a big thank you to all those negative things in life. In no particular order

Thank you

All crappy music and its composers, I can now stick to my good old music and be glad about my taste...

Dear new neighbor, I realize that the old fellow was such a darling!

To all hunger pangs, now I know how bad it is to waste food...

To all the loneliness... now I know the value of a good companion.

To my bad supervisor, well I have faced the worse and you made me strong!

Aaannnnddd Dear enemies, now I know how important, nice and awesome people my friends are... I appreciate my friends better, I realize their value, I really feel lucky! All thanks to you my dearest enemy!

Thanks a ton!!!



Oh yeah, so the worst is yet to come? So what?! I am all set... bring it on \m/

31 December, 2011

good bye 2011



wishlist for the coming year in no particular order...

things I know that are gonna happen and things I wish/hope to do...

new job-work more-be a little organized-cut down those calories-artsy-buy a car-get engaged-travel-read more-fight less-communicate better 

well, sounds very very simple when I read!!!

2012...here I come

29 December, 2011

the genius that 'Mottai' is...


Posting after ages , but am writing this with so much energy, so much happiness and probably bliss is the right word… barely 8 hours after attending `mottai’s (as he is fondly called) concert, here I am at work listening to almost the same songs that were performed last evening, yet they seem fresh like am listening to some favorite lullaby of mine, like the warmth that I receive when my mother hugs me, the smell of filter kaapi, the smell of soil before rain-the rawness of it, the beauty of all this… I will die in peace because I was at an ILAYARAJA concert… history happened and I was there to witness it.

About the concert:

Well like any other concert here, this too kept the audience waiting for solid 70 mins… we did get irritated and bored with those Malabar gold and Banjaras rose bacial kit (err, they said facial like that only) and by  ~6.10 the concert started with the symphony from Budapest performing and oh my what a beautiful sync to ‘ninnukori varanam (agni nakshatram) 15 minutes of that and then a slight tension started building up, we wanted to see THE man, for whom we had come all the way, cancelling so many other things, not bothering about the cyclone warnings , darn every other thing in life, it was indeed important, this MAN mattered so much to each and every person there…
   We saw a bunch of people arriving to sing the chorus, 2 minutes later…there was actual tension and you suddenly hear a very familiar voice reciting ‘OM’, the rawness, the base pitch, you know he is there, but you exactly do not know from where is this GOD of music gonna emerge, you hear it again… the OM… and something which was a projector screen till then opened and there he was, clad in his usual white and white.. so simple, so elegant as always… with his trademark vanakkam… and with no botheration he sat on the floor with his harmonium (his only true friend –as he referred it to) and started singing the famous ‘Janani jagam nee’ – all of us went silent, the crowd which went maniac and mad seeing this man, became silent once this man started singing, talk about pied piper effect?!… almost everyone was singing along…such is the impact of the song, such is the composition, such is the voice, such is the fame and when the lines ‘alaimaagal nee, kalai maagal nee-the chorus bit almost everyone sitting was singing those lines… MAGIC is what you call it… like my friend rightly put it `Deivam yaa ivan’ (yes, He is GOD) I nod in agreement.


Surprises... a bag full of it!

After that performance from the MAN himself comes in a surprise, there he was another living legend who had been singing for the past 50years… K.J.Yesudass ! We did expect him to sing `Amma endrazhakaadha’ … he did. It is indeed very sad to witness what age does to people and KJY was no exception. Old age has definitely affected the quality of his voice… And then came the man with golden voice SPB… *touchwood* his singing was flawless and sings effortlessly… WOW was the word… and oh my there was the nightingale on stage next…Chitra, she indeed is Chinnakuyil! BEAUTY…

Importance to words.. The beauty of poetry:
 The importance that `mottai’ gives to lyrics… poets would be really happy and pleased to actually write for IR, because his compositions actually enhance and add beauty to their poetry, you appreciate the lyrical beauty, you appreciate the beauty of thamizh… there is no jarring music (read noise) which will over-shadow the lyrics, music by mottai gives life to words penned by those poets, to have been a poet in that era would have been THE epitome of happiness, a life to-die for! 

Orchestration and its brilliance:
Only after you attend a concert by `mottai’ you realize and understand that NO music composer now actually puts an effort to arrange such orchestration.  Sheer brilliance, the arrangement was such that you actually could see how organized mottais recording theater would be!
Violins, guitars, tabalas, veena, sitar, tavil, -you name it they had it all! On one stage… `madai thirandhu’, `poongadhave’, `putham pudhu kaalai’ , poove sempoove, china kannan azhaikiraan, ayiram malargale… to name a few. BLISS!!!! The orchestration and chorus were excellent, mind-blowing, flawless, and brilliant! Am running out of adjectives to praise them… A standing ovation was the best we could do to them… they do deserve more… and like director Balki rightly pointed  it was the BGM of mottai that saved SO many movies in the late 70s and 80s… there were flaws from the singers but there was NO flaw, absolutely  no flaw from the musicians who played… one word- RESPECT!

I do know that every song of mottai deserves a separate blog post, but practical difficulties hence I have highlighted just a few…

Paaruvame…
This song was almost like the love anthem for the ones who grew up in the 80s, such a simple song… a young couple jogging early in the morning and this man composes the entire song just with the tap of those footsteps! Composed during a time when there weren’t much of technological advancements and story on how this song was composed, how beautifully percussion was used to bring the actual `tok.tok.tok.tok’ throughout the song, aahhh… what can you say, brilliance… sheer brilliance! A master piece from mottai.

En iniya pon nilave…
You know it even when the guitar starts playing… you know that you are going to fall in love again… you know that you’ll hum along when KJY sings `dharadharthatha’….  You know the song by heart, and you probably sang this to your first crush or to your partner when you both snuggled up in one cozy corner, yet when you hear this song sung by the KJY himself, its magic! Goose bumps, a beautiful memory flashes in front of your eyes- you smile to yourself… happiness!!!

Sundari….kannal oru seidhi!!!
The moment you hear the flute in the BG you know that you are going to witness an EPIC. This song is one of the reasons why SPB is GOD…  `naan unnai neenga maaten, neenginaal thoongamaaten’, aahh, the way he sings it, with so much soul, the pangs, you actual can feel it and you start missing your loved one… the way mottai has arranged the music for this song, well what do you write about something which is legendary? You can actual feel the exact situation! The war, the tension, the mountain of emotions the warrior(protagonist) is undergoing, the pangs of separation, this song gets you too emotional… and when Balu sings`varuven annaal vara koodum’ , you see the ray of hope, the confidence… and the improvisation which he gave towards the end… waaaah… SPB-shashtaaga namaskaaram kodi to you…


The maniac that  `Mottai’ is –
Yes, this man is a maniac when it comes to music… heard about aging gracefully? This man has indeed aged… but with so much grace, but the energy that he has! Gosh… you know that it is no rock music concert, and he is no rockstar. So much silence, so peaceful is the looks but amazing energy for a man who has crossed 60. Not even a second did he disappear, no rest, there was nothing stopping him from what  he was doing… the adjectives like `legend, maestro , Mozart of south’ should be added right for this man… ONLY for this man! And  this man is not able to tolerate flaws in music… be it anyone, even the legendary KJY gets corrected ON stage before 1000s of his die-hard fans, a perfectionist `mottai is , for sure a hard task master!

There were a lot of things which could have been better… I was not able to sit through fully… 35 songs were supposedly performed… but you know what, this man ruled this industry for decades especially the period from late 70s to the 80s… golden era! Which would you ignore and it is hard to bring it under an umbrella and perform a selected few on one evening, the task is almost impossible. The concert might not have been the best according to many, but it was memorable for sure… damn the flaws by the singers, damn the vidyagarvam or whatever mottai is supposed to have, oh come on, why not???? A man who has composed ~2700 songs, who has done symphonies, who gave life to so many soppy scripts, who revolutionized thamizh film music, who made everyone listen to his songs without even any proper publicity, who brought in the raw flavor into existence, who explored so many new arenas, who crossed boundaries effortlessly… seriously for all this, this man is mightily calm and composed…

Mottai… I have no exact words to conclude, all I can say is (From a person who believes that there is NO god… now here is the written statement)
“If music is a religion, Mottai is GOD”!

“Deivamyaa nee”

A poetry dedicated to mottai by one if his greatest fan- posted with due permission

ஆதரவின்றி அழுதுக் கொண்டு
அனாதையாய் நினைக்கும்போது
ஆதரவாய் அணைத்துக் கொண்டாய்

எண்ணங்கள் வெள்ளம் போல்
கரை புரண்டு ஓடும்போது
அணையென நீ தடுத்தாய்
ஆரய்யா நீ?

வயிற்றினில் பட்டாம்பூச்சி
உதடுகளில் புன்சிரிப்பு
அதைக் காதல் என்றாய்,
அனுபவித்தேன் – என்
காதலனா நீ??

மனம்தான் சஞ்சலப்பட்டு
மௌனமாய் நின்றபோது
ஒரு நிலையில் எனை கொணர்ந்தாய்

துக்கம் அது தொண்டைதனை
அடைக்கும் வேளையில் துணையென
அருகினில் அமர்ந்தாய்
துணைவனா நீ??

கவிதை எழுதும் எனக்கு
உனை நினைக்க தூண்டினாய்
நாடினேன் கை பிடித்து உதவினாய்
ஓவியம் தான் நான் தீட்டும்போது
வர்ணங்களாய் நீ தோன்றினாய்

உன் பாடல்களால் எனை
சாந்தப் படுத்துகிறாயே
எனது யோகியா நீ?

பயம் என்னை நெருங்கும்போது
கை கொடுத்தாய், மற்றும்
க்ரோத கசடுகள் எல்லாம்
நெருங்கா வகையில் செய்தாய்

உலகின் அழகை நான் இங்கு – இரு
கண்களால் ரசிக்கும் வேளையில்
அருகிலிருந்து பல கோடி கண்களால்
அணு அணுவாய் ரசிக்கச் செய்தாய்
படைத்தவனை உணரச் செய்தாய்

யார் ஐயா நீ எனக்கு?
கவியா? புலவனா? படைப்பாளியா?
காதலனா? துணைவனா?

ஒருபோதும் துணையாய் நிற்கும்
நீ எனக்கு கண்காணா
தெய்வமா நீ? ராக தேவனா நீ?
ராஜ ராஜனா நீ? இளைய ராஜனே
யார் ஐயா நீ எனக்கு??


- original poetry by Devi ravi 

  
 P.S: sorry for not supporting with any photo from the event, cameras weren't allowed and none of our mobiles could do any justice! sincere apologies 


03 October, 2011

Long live Amreeca





Cautionary warning: I have nothing against that country; this is no racist post, not a post due to frustration that am not going there for a on-site project. 

This is unadulterated rant 

Sitting in my cubicle (well technically speaking, this is NOT a cubicle, ok. Lemme call it my workplace ) on yet another Monday morning trying to muster up all the energy I can and a artificial smile plastered to my face, I start settling down, combing my hair sitting exactly at my work place(yes, am mannerless and lazy like that) I take my headphones and a new Zandu balm dappa (yes, fruits of labor I get headache almost everyday and at any random time of the day and almost every night I get to bed with one) , waving hi to few souls with whom I have acquainted myself and yes unusually early to work today as my cab driver was on time and also there was less traffic today , the major reason being this dusshera time and almost all schools are done with their first term and vacation is on till coming Thursday . 

The exact point why this frustration started.

Hailing from southern part of India , from a tambrahm household , went to a school which preached Hinduism meticulously … well blame it on all of these … I was always told and always had holidays for Ayudha Poojai (saraswathy poojai) and Vijayadasami . Saraswathy poojai a.k.a Ayudha poojai is the day when you worship goddess Saraswathy (the lady is supposed to give you good brains) and it is  a  boon in every students life because you don’t have to touch your books that day!! Yes literally !! you keep your books and do pooja, it is books for students same way for any profession. No one here down south does any work that day, all shopkeepers clean and decorate their shops, they pray for good business and dedicate this day entirely to Gods worship and they start it afresh from the next day which is very auspicious to start any new venture the day is called ‘VijayaDasami’ (Vijaya-Victory, dasami- 10th day) The mythical reference being Lord Rama’s victory over the 10 headed asura (bad guy) Raavan (no not Jr. AB) , it is also the last day of Navraathiri , the dandiya takes place in the northern parts of India and down south it’s the last day of Golu , this day is supposedly very auspicious to start anything new,  you can witness tiny little ones being made to write  in rice for the first time, as this day marks the beginning of their formal education, many schools have a Vijayadasami admission .
Yes, these 2 days are of great regional importance … and not just that, being it vacation time you get to meet your relatives and golu means visiting houses , and even in the households where they do not have golu DO celebrate Ayudha Poojai as it is very significant and auspicious …
For me till date ayudha poojai has been a day where dad used to be home and lunch was a sumptuous affair and cousins galore at home. Entire day goes in eating, chatting , laughing… yes, family bonding in simpler terms…

Hang on, the scene isn’t gonna be the same this year.

Yes , I have to work on both ayudha poojai and vijayadasami this year. Most say 90% of the companies have a holiday atleast on Ayudha poojai day…

But… but.. I have to work! Yes on both days.
And the reason? Very simple, mine is a Newyork based company and also I am a life science professional, so even a days off will mean a huge loss, for whom, no you should not ask that. Everything goes according to the American calendar, well, wait before you bombard with questions like

-> So do you have holidays for thanksgiving, Halloween, 4th of July , a long Christmas vacation?

->Are you paid in American dollars?

Well, the answer for both is a big NO.
 
When it comes to restricting holidays, they start following a new rule …

Yearly only 12 days of leave, and yes they include Saturdays and yes they will NOT compensate Gandhi Jayanti or may day which fell on Sundays… and granting holidays are the decision of the management which is made of people who are LOYAL to the company (read bonded labors who are paid and trained to do so)

Let us work for America...let the world be American... what joy!

Already we have got used to McD’s , KFC and pizzas.

Darn the regional sentiments, darn the family bonding, darn the break from work.

America is more important…

Hail amreeca 

now don't come fighting with me telling that I should blame my management and NOT amreeca, am in no mood to argue, I have another rant to finish ... and I already had a bad monday...

Tata! 

16 September, 2011

Hail Murphy!


The creative side of the brain functions maximum at office. Only when am trying to sit through and get some work done amidst so many distractions (IPmsgs, mails, kadalai on phone, munching murukku without breaking it or spilling it around, water drinking tradition after murukku, music when am not varuthing on phone) phewwww.. yes I do complete work amidst ALL this.

And it is SO very difficult to concentrate and work. The monotony almost grows on you and you try to distract yourself so that you don’t sleep like a log on your desk for more than 30mins(less than that is acceptable :P)

And on one fine Friday morning when you decide you will be all chirpy and concentrate and do work so there will be a increase in productivity … well no, life isn’t all that simble.
You start feeling hyper. You want to do something interesting. You start planning about your weekend. You actually start typing  a word document with to-dos for next day’s shopping and attach that document to your personal mail #facepalm
Everything else seems so interesting . The new chappals that some random female amit is wearing .

Even your own blog seems interesting . and a horse starts running at full speed on what has to be your next blogspot. Knowing fully well that only a handful of people actually know its existence and you are the only one who has read it all and since I was suffering from writers block and also now this blog is at coma stage , there is this dire need to start writing again. 

and also time to revamp my blog... gotto stumbleupon cause Tumblr. is blocked at work.. hmpfff 

 

20 June, 2011

That's what its called

2 months and nothing new!

writer's block. That's what it is called... a fancier way of saying 'lack of creativity' 


05 April, 2011

those 3 days

Cautionary warning: ladies matter, but yes you can peep in guys
 

You are PMSing if

--> You wake up in the morning to find you have not just 1 but some 2,3,4 and may be more of pimples .. yes… PIMPLES… those pinkish red eruptions on your face… making it look so phugly
-->You get irritated … even for the tiniest little thing that happens around you
*Calling bell rings- irritated
*Traffic- irritated
*Mom makes idlis for dinner-irritated 
-->Your standard reply for any question is – NO
-->You feel you have a bad hair day though you had washed it just a day before or on the same day, still you feel it’s a bad hair day
-->You feel liking fighting… and you do not need a reason
-->You stare, blankly at random things and people
-->anxiety becomes your middle name 
-->Your hands are on your cheeks or head, most of the time and when asked why, you say ‘Nothing’
-->You feel you have the worst problems and trauma in this whole wide world
-->You feel helpless, pathetic, cursed
-->You feel like swearing
-->You feel like shouting , swearing
-->You don’t feel like talking to anyone
-->You feel fat
-->You crave for food but end up eating nothing

If you are nodding your head after reading this or (for boys) if you have seen your girlfriend do all this, take this certification ‘you are a DRAMA QUEEN’, and you are NOT alone, cheers, I am one too